Inside and Out

Inside and Out
by Dan Chandel Balictar

Inside my house I see
the future I should die for
lists of things I agreed
to use so I can soar

Inside my house I never got out
this is how I should live
here I keep the map for straight route
things worth to give

Inside my house I see my friend
outside there with someone else
enjoying life like there was no end
not like me nothing to dwell

Inside my house I am so bored
listening to the music of my stereo
this inside I can surely afford
the future I was looking for

But it takes too long I was bored
I wanted to get out
I want to see the vastness of shore
I want to travel south

Should I get out and leave these things?
These things I kept for a long time
I awaited for them but they wont come
Should I still wait what it brings?

Outside this house should I try to go?
Or should I stay here and sit and wait
Is it better out there? or is it worse?
I always wanted to open the gate