Inside and Out

Inside and Out
by Dan Chandel Balictar

Inside my house I see
the future I should die for
lists of things I agreed
to use so I can soar

Inside my house I never got out
this is how I should live
here I keep the map for straight route
things worth to give

Inside my house I see my friend
outside there with someone else
enjoying life like there was no end
not like me nothing to dwell

Inside my house I am so bored
listening to the music of my stereo
this inside I can surely afford
the future I was looking for

But it takes too long I was bored
I wanted to get out
I want to see the vastness of shore
I want to travel south

Should I get out and leave these things?
These things I kept for a long time
I awaited for them but they wont come
Should I still wait what it brings?

Outside this house should I try to go?
Or should I stay here and sit and wait
Is it better out there? or is it worse?
I always wanted to open the gate

Kill the Joke

Kill the Joke

By Dan Chandel

What do you call a belt with a watch on it?

A WAIST on time! HAHA!

Like your biggy ones

You make me step back farther to see you whole

Go ahead take this knife

Cut it all! Take it all

It’s my Joke time baby, this is my killer joke

Which sexual position produces the UGLIEST children?

You don’t know? Ask your mother! HAHA!

I don’t like it when I see you

Go ahead take this knife

Cut yourself! Yes cut yourself!

It’s my joke time baby, this is my killer joke

He’ll never find someone like you!

And you know what? That’s the point! HAHA!

You are the most disgusting girlfriend

Go ahead take this knife

Cut yourself! Cut it all!

It’s my joke time baby, this is my killer joke

You said you want to give yourself as a gift to your friends

You know what they said? They don’t accept cheap gifts! HAHA!

You don’t belong anywhere, you outcast sheep!

Go ahead take this knife

Cut it! Cut it! Cut it!

It’s my joke time baby, this is my killer joke

What now baby? Frustrated? Devastated?

Yes you must because you don’t deserve a life! HAHA!

Listen to me! Listen to me! You should listen!

Go ahead take this knife

Cut it all! Your body! Your soul! Your messed horrible life!

It’s my joke time baby, this is my killer joke

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I sometimes hear this "JOKER" inside my head. If ever you do, don't listen.

I’m A Man I Shouldn’t Cry by Dan Chandel

I’m a man so I shouldn’t cry for I was born with it

When I slipped over and scratched a wound

Then I should stand again

For I’m a man I shouldn’t cry cause I was born to be it.

I’m a man so I shouldn’t cry for they told me not to do it

When my favorite show was not seen

Then I should deal with it

For I’m a man I shouldn’t cry cause I was born for it.

I’m a man I shouldn’t cry coz I was not supposed to do it

Whenever I see the bad things

I didn’t like then I should adjust myself

For I’m a man I really need to stand and should make me do it.

I’m a man I shouldn’t cry just make me not to do it

When you saw the woman you love

Holding hands and with someone else, I should be strong

For I’m a man yes I am I shouldn’t be doing it

I’m a man I shouldn’t cry coz I just shouldn’t do it

When the world is giving you

All the agonies it can give, stand and lift it

For I’m a man it’s my responsibility I should not do it

I’m a man I shouldn’t cry so I can be seen so strong

When I’ve been hurt so much

So deep, emotionally, NO! I should not still

For I’m a man! I’m a man! Stop! I can take it

I’m a man yes I am I shouldn’t be seen crying

This world what are you doing

I am so devastated

I’m a man but why? These liquids, they’re coming off my eyes.

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